ProStoic 🤍🔥 Inner Daemon VTuber

My lived experience growing up badly hurt my want to be around others, or have them be around me, to the point I became mute as a kid for a while. I take streaming and my philosophy as seriously as I do because the latter helped me believe in myself again, and if through the former I -

Booktok Girlies GameStop ASMR • GameStonk Simulator #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

GameStonk Simulator Gone Rogue in 5m + key giveaway at end (I'm going to relapse very hard, I worked at GameStop as assistant manager for 1~2 years)

🔥 OG hair is back today (we'll alternate days) 🔥 ✦ Town to City (Mediterranean cozy organic city builder) + key giveaway • THEN • ✦ GameStonks Simulator (GameStop Assistant Manager psychosis relapse environment) + key giveaway ▸◕ Tonight 7P EDT / 11P GMT 🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic #VTuber #VSky

ProStoic 3.0 design sneak peek 🤍🔥 Inner Daemon VTuber ♪ Beyond the Burning Skies - Forever Winter OST 🎨 Reeindeer #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

It can't ever be about money. It can't ever be about power. It can't ever be about status. It can only ever be about carrying the fire, and trying to show others how to do the same, regardless of what I might win or lose. Its the one always clear thing in my mind.

Massive (not a culty) thanks to devs Podoba Interactive for review copy of Dread Fields, a folk horror cozy farming game out NOW that has ń̷̨̖͓̮̇̃̚ȍ̶̬̀̓̕t̴̠̾̂͗̒h̶̡͔͙̃͛͋̍į̷̩͒̈́̐͘n̶͔͌̾̕g̸̹͆͒͌ ̶͕̖̱̎̓̂ẅ̴̱r̸̹͎̖͔͒̃̋̚ó̴͇͍̩͍͌̈́͆ṇ̵̍̕g̷̰̼̱̊̊͐̊ with it Putting in front of you soon!

First day at new job was fine Beginning of second day also fine Sleep was not fine Sleep was completely fucked Woke up every other hour Adjusting to a normal human work/sleep schedule again is going to be a lot for Elmo

Snickerdoodle Games is sponsoring our first look at Sludgineers, their new cozy pollution cleaning active incremental game (demo out now, wishlist on Steam)! Checking out on-stream soon!

LIVE RIGHT NOW? FINAL STREAMIVERSARY SUBATHON DAY? 40 MINUTES LEFT ON TIMER? OUTWARD 2 CLOSED BETA? VULTURES: SCAVENGERS OF DEATH TO FINISH LATER WITH KEY GIVEAWAY? FOMO FOMO FOMO FOMO FOMO FOMOFOMO FOMO FOMOFOMO FOMO FOMOFOMO FOMO FOMOFOMO FOMO FOMOFOMO FOMO FOMOFOMO FOMO FOMO

Friendly reminder, a stream do be happening tonight Extra friendly reminder, i'm giving my life force to a corporation again starting today so default schedule is back to 7P EDT / 11P GMT M/W/F + 2P Sats THERES STILL 30m LEFT ON STREAMIVERSARYTHON BUT TODAY IS LAST DAY FOR SURE

Candles. You know. For doing it • Marbles on Stream #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Tons of appreciation for devs Beartwigs + publisher Three Friends for review copy of Romestead, a pixel art Ancient Roman post-apocalyptic survival crafting settlement building adventure RPG fresh into Early Access! Looking forward to showcasing how neat it is soon! 🤍

when the owo hits • Static Dread: The Submarine #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

"You have the necessary information to fix yourself, but you keep putting it off. Are you waiting for someone else to do it for you? Decide to make progress and view and overcome challenges like an athlete at the Olympic games." - Epictetus #Stoicism #Stoic

Fire Emblem VA be like (HEADSET CHECK) • Static Dread: The Submarine #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Nomatter what happens, Or the pain I experience due to my own missteps or trying to recover from them, What I am trying to do, and who I am trying to be, Is bigger than me. However many more times I might fail towards the end, I'm trying to keep the fire going. I owe it my life.

Big blobby thanks to devs Claudiathedev + Skinny Frog for review copy of Ova Magica (JUST hit 1.0), an adorable creature collecting farming life sim! Its about the cutest thing i've ever seen in my life and cannot wait to full send little blob creatures in front of you soon! #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

My eyes are up here #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Big thanks @someaxehole.bsky.social @crimsoncircuits.bsky.social Sabinesy @ladyqularvo.bsky.social @felicityryan.bsky.social for last night's raids! No world where next stream Monday isn't last day of my Streamiversary but even if not its (EDT) 7P M/W/F 2P Sa from here (new job) Schedule out later

15m break ➝ Static Dread The Lighthouse exclusive preview (thanks devs Solarsuit Games)! ➝ Break ➝ Last Pirates: Die Together collab w/ StarrySkipper BunniBana Ninu_VT 3 hours left on subathon timer~

🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARY + NEW HAIR DEBUT ✦ DAY 29 (FINAL SUBATHON DAY???) ✧ Stoicism Stream XIX (Topic: Relationships) ➝ Static Dread: The Submarine exclusive prerelease stream ➝ Last Pirates: Die Together prerelease w/ @starryskipper.bsky.social @bunnibana.bsky.social @ninuvt.bsky.social ▸◕ In 3hrs

Narrowing down 3.0 model artist Once I have finalized reference sheet back in my hands (soon), its go-time Whether or not any of it helps me "go big" isn't the point The point is an increasingly greater chance to reach someone that might need me when matters most

Big floppy thanks to devs Nine Dots Studio for closed beta access to Outward 2, a difficult survival adventure RPG releasing 7/7! Looking forward to showcasing my getting my shit pushed in by anything bigger than a toy pomeranian

Woe, flashbang upon ye • Luna Abyss #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

A-bunch-of-random-normal-objects-trying-to-talk-to-me-whenever-I-pick-them-up-(is-this-good) of thanks to devs Squanch Games for review copy of High on Life 2, a freshly updated over the top wacky action adventure FPS 🤍 Will put in front of you at TIME and PLACE~

Gentle heads up: Tomorrow i'll be almost totally radio silent (outside of the usual clip drops and emotes). I'm doing alright, but in a Stoic way. A little switch flipped (this is good) in my brain while reading/writing/reflecting and i'm going to listen to how it directs me.

I use music to lure out moods or stay in them. Listening to tracks from the time I felt I was at my strongest, its faintly like i'm back there - my truest self - again. I'd explained how this felt to a friend some time ago, and he said "You're still that person, you know?"

Nihilistic Arbys #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky #LunaAbyss

"There is only one way to find peace of mind and that is giving up whats beyond your control. By stopping pretending you have true ownership. By being ready to surrender everything to heaven or fortune if necessary. By devoting yourself to the sole study of that which can't be interfered with. ➝

🔥 COOL NEW THING FOR WED 5/27 🔥 💀 Last Pirates: Die Together (think Pirate REPO) exclusive preview stream + collab w/ @starryskipper.bsky.social @bunnibana.bsky.social @ninuvt.bsky.social - a day ahead of public Demo release (5/28)! 💀 Thanks devs RetroStyleGames! 💀 Collab starts 5P EDT / 9P GMT

The middle 1/3rd of my life was spent recovering from the first 1/3rd. This last 1/3rd has been reflecting on a time where I gave every waking moment figuring out and acting in line with my real place in the universe. Then, I stopped. ➝

How I feel about starting new job • Luna Abyss #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Big thanks to @rittoutouya.bsky.social @pomtacular.bsky.social @umarivt.bsky.social for nights raids! Lots of fun Outlast Trials'ing with @koreyuki.vtubers.social! Next stream Wed 5/27 - Our last until 6/1. Will be ASMR all stream, Stoicism stream XIX, special preview of Static Dread: The Submarine!

Break time - Back at 6:30P EDT / 10:30P GMT w/ Luna Abyss, a spooky surreal platforming bullet hell adventure FPS + key giveaway at end ilu

I'm so gonna need my dog to not stand at the doorway and stare at me weird after i've been listening to Hereditary for like an hour

Let it go. Let it breathe. Do it in the spirit of understanding it never belonged to you. As difficult as it is, in whatever ways it is, let your mindset be appreciation for however long you had it. Whatever your self-described failures were, mind them. Just try to stand. #Stoicism #VTuber #VSky

A-bunch-of-horrors-beyond-imagining-of thanks to devs Solarsuit Games for exclusive preview demo access to Static Dread: The Submarine, a Retro-PSX aesthetic strategic non-linear story-driven crew-management lovecraftian horror submarine game (demo out 5/28)! Will stream soon!

Canal said how its spelled • Motorslice #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Friendly (super late) reminder no stream today, taking the time to do eight hundred million tasks and maybe possibly forcing myself to actually relax a little bit maybe (maybe) Next stream tomorrow w/ @koreyuki.vtubers.social Outlast Trials ➝ Luna Abyss + key giveaway Sorry, awkward, sorry

tl;dr: I need artist recommendations you think would fit with my vibe - Only those w/ Ko-Fi and/or VGen links please • For my 2.0 I did a "media blitz" of art commissions, drip feeding them into socials over the course of a couple of months, speeding up to dropping something ➝

Thank you TikTok for 600 followers! I'm going to continue doing my very best not to think about the fact that most of my growth is from me grunting and growling into the mic to help deal with eating super spicy chocolate! Thank you~ #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

🤍 Our discord's been upgraded! (People have been very nice). Find it on my PURPLE PLACE page! 🧡 New stickers 🧡 New server banner 🧡 New perks (stream + audio quality are big ones) 🧡 New animated server icon

Loads of thankfulness to @rittoutouya.bsky.social @truecreature.bsky.social @magiccybercat.vtubers.social Jokers_Phantom @koreyuki.vtubers.social for raids! Loved Chained Togethering with @mercilyss.bsky.social! We dropped peeps off at @kaigearhart.bsky.social for Subnautica'ing

Break until 7P EDT / 11P GMT, then Chained Together w/ @mercilyss.bsky.social! Was VERY cool to stream Zero Parades a day ahead of release, thanks ZA/UM for the opportunity!

Theres now an +80% chance we'll be drinking a little bit during tonights stream I bought angry orchards

My chat sucks (I love them) • Cult of the Lamb #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARYTHON + YT PARTNER + NEW HAIR DEBUT ✦ DAY 27 ✧ The FINAL big day ? ▸◕ Starts 3P EDT / 7P GMT 🔥 Super special pre-release Zero Parades: For Dead Spies stream (One day early, thanks devs!) ➝ Break ➝ Chained Together w/ @mercilyss.bsky.social 7P EDT / 11P GMT 🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic

🚨 Official new job start date: 6/1 🚨 • Streamiversary subathon LIKELY* ending before then. Whether over or not, I have to go back to our M/F/W 7P EDT / 11P GMT Sa 2P EDT / 6P GMT start time schedule on/after 6/1 ➝ *unless people continue being super nice which is possible but --

All life events, good or bad, are resources. You use these resources to upgrade the parts of your brain meant to handle those life events. Appreciation, mindfulness, generosity, etc with the good things. Patience, endurance, courage, etc with the bad. #Stoicism #Stoic #LifeAdvice #SelfHelp

13 years ago I was totally filled with negative feelings. My head in my hands. No sense of when relief was coming or how. My mental tipped over. Existential panic and defeat. I promised i'd never reach that point again. I took back myself from myself. I need to do it again.

Going to crash out • Trees Hate You #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Thanks to your support, corporations have been kind; we've now got our hands on review copies for: ✦ Cinderia from devs MyACG Studio ✧ Fast paced dark fantasy action roguelike (1.0'ing 5/30) ✦ Town to City from devs Galaxy Grove ✧ Cozy organic Mediterranean town city builder (1.0'ing 5/26) #VSky

A-million-charges-I-put-on-your-room-because-the-little-soaps-aren't-actually-free-(you-should've-asked) of thanks to devs Pathos Interactive for review copy of Hotel Architect, a hotel management tycoon sim -- FRESH -- out of Early Access! Showcasing someday soon

My loudest traits vouched for me a bunch and ZA/UM (the studio behind Disco Elysium) approved me for a review copy of ZERO PARADES: For Dead Spies (releasing SOON)! We early previewed a demo build of it in February, and as a BIG Disco Elysium-enjoyer, I liked what it was doing

The times that i've "locked in" and felt totally in tune with the philosophy I practice, i've had basically unlimited energy. I felt calm or in control virtually all of the time, including very messed up or intense situations. ➝ ♪ The Red Gate (Waiting) • Signalis OST #Stoicism #Stoic

Disturbing news from parents They're at each others throats Possible divorce near future Processing as best I can My philosophy built me to handle things like this and all the rest i've taken on Cracks are forming in me Monday stream may/may not happen Wednesday's is next if not

Apocalyptic aura loss • Cult of the Lamb #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Gut read is that Stream Elements will get acquired because it has an assload of brand recognition and companies love that shit so I don't think the danger is SUPER high it'll capsize HOWEVER I've opened a Ko-Fi page as an alternative to tipping via SE, just in case: ko-fi.com/prostoic

V Rising in a few minutes w/ UrsieGal! Couple of hours of it, then break, then V Rising key giveaway after break! Wooooooooo

🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARYTHON + YT PARTNER + NEW HAIR DEBUT ✦ DAY 26 (less than 12 hours on timer!) ✧ Cult of the Lamb ➝ V Rising collab w/ UrsieGal + giveaway ➝ Break ➝ YOU pick my game ▸◕ In 2~ hours 🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Searching for a VTuber artist who specializes in cold/dark/intense josei/ikemen designs (last call) ❤︎ Concepting is almost finished for my 3.0 "villain arc" model, and i'm hoping for a 8~10 month turn-around time You're welcome to DM me, comment, or tag them ♡/⟳ 🙏 #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

A-really-loud-dang-it-because-my-clunky-polygon-booty-keeps-ricocheting-off-everything-alerting-hordes of appreciation to devs Team Vultures for review copy of Vultures Scavengers of Death, a 90s retro Resident-Evil aesthetic turn-based tactical horror! Showcasing on stream soon~

❤️ 1100 subs on RED PLACE, woo! 🤍 (Mostly VODs and clips on there for now, but real content™ planned near future)

A-gateway-to-a-megastructure-horror-dimension-I-opened-when-I-tripped-and-fell-and-dropped-my-nuggets-all-over-the-place of thanks to devs Kwalee Labs for review copy of Luna Abyss, a spooky action-adventure platformer bullet hell! Demo out now, game releases 5/21!

POM? POM POM POM POM- • Far Far West w/ @imkiiryn.bsky.social @carbongm.bsky.social @jadexuan.bsky.social #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

Tons of love, appreciation, gratefulness to @bolognaroni.bsky.social @rittoutouya.bsky.social PupperGeistVT for nights raids! We're down to less than 12 hours on the subathon timer Whether the next couple streams happen to be the last of it or not, i'm BIG thankful for ALL support shown

On dinner/dog walk break After break, we do Nitro Gen Omega giveaway Poll is up on stream NOW to pick post-break game Choices are: • Resident Evil Requiem • Look Outside • Baldurs Gate 3 • Pragmata • Stardew Valley

🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARYTHON + YT PARTNER + NEW HAIR DEBUT ✦ DAY 25 ✧ Cult of the Lamb ➝ Nitro Gen Omega + key giveaway ➝ Break ➝ YOU pick my game ▸◕ In 3 hours 🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

I got the job 🤍 Though bittersweet to pull any amount of time/attention from streaming (its where my heart actually is), i'm beyond grateful to have something/anything given the state of the things My real start date is likely within next few weeks. Some takeaways: #VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky #Debut

A-giant-robot-i'm-flinging-at-my-closest-enemy-(i'm-inside-and-screeching-at-my-crew)'s-of thanks to devs DESTINYbit for review copy of Nitro Gen Omega, a cinematic giant robot turn-based tactical RPG out TODAY Showcasing on-stream tomorrow or Friday 🤍