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@disorderlybrdrline

They told me the older I got the more conservative I'd get. They were wrong. Recovering Gambling Addict-Far Leftist-Depression-Anxiety-BPD https://linktr.ee/DisorderlyBorderline

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It's kind of amazing just how well punk, thrash metal, or anything else that's hard can go so well with innocent things

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Good Will Hunting affected me long before I was diagnosed or even suspected I needed to be. I'm glad we can talk about mental illness in ways we couldn't 30 years ago.

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Too tired to sleep again so here's a pug who loves its humans.

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That video has nearly a million views and over 120,000 likes. Mine would be lucky if it broke 300 views total. I'm just trying to find my voice and talk about the things I care about. Many people have a counselor. I have social media.

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I feel shame about everything even if it's not my fault even if I had no control over it even if I didn't even know it happened, I still feel shame 10 years ago when I delivered the speech on behalf of the students at convocation all I wanted was for her to say I'm proud. She didn't & it's my fault

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Sigh.

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I'm going to keep this and present it as my thesis proving America is epically broken and unrepairable. Fight at a kindergarten graduation ceremony over seating arrangements. British soccer hooligans? Miami bar room brawls. Nope. This is peak humanity

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I'm wondering which is worse. Feeling the way I felt or feeling numb every minute of my life. #depression #anxiety #bpd #recovery #mentalillness

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If you know, you know. #iykyk

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How is it that we normalized seeing an entire group people as not only being the exact same throughout but being absolutely evil? #canada #cdnpoli #multiculturalism

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My self-esteem tells me I didn't deserve to be happy so as much as this pains me it doesn't really rule my life. But I guarantee it would have if I hadn't at least tried with both of them.

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Addiction isn't always what people assume it is. For some people it is sitting on the corner of the street trying to figure out how to get their next hit but for many of us it's sitting alone in our rooms trying to decide a reason to survive until tomorrow.

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It's kind of amazing to be one day shy of 4 years clean time and still be wondering if I deserve to live, ignoring whether I deserve anything good, and wondering if my brother has any regrets. #recovery

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I bought my first Barenaked Ladies CD the day it came out. Gordon was mind-blowing to me because it went from genre to genre to genre in a way that would have tripped up other bands. My friends thought I was nuts to buy such a strangely named album & it took about 15 minutes to change their mind

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This is basically the most accurate description of the right wing I've ever heard. And they let themselves be manipulated because they're more comfortable being triggered, and not realizing it, then actually considering the truth of what is occurring.

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Pan-seared snapper with a corn, squash, chipotle succotash over a bed of bulgur wheat. Kind of the perfect dinner for a warm spring evening.

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When living is no longer a possibility and you're trying just to survive, existence itself is winning the game #goldfinger #rickrypien

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It's #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder awareness month. I spent a lifetime lying but it wasn't to hurt others. It was to protect the 6 year old inside me who was made a target his entire life. It was a desperate attempt to have people like me because I hate/ed me.

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I wrote this 2 years ago. How is it possibly more true now than it was then?

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The only being I ever truly trusted. Gods I miss him.

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And if you are this proud, tell them. Some have never had the support they needed.

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My father died a day and a half ago. Larry the pug died three and a half years ago. I miss Larry far more than I will ever miss my father. He loved me more than my father ever did. #dog #pug #dogsofbluesky

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I am not and never will be a Los Angeles Kings fan but sitting and watching my team get throttled by them once again this year I remember the days of watching one of my favourite celebrities cheering on his favourite team and celebrating every goal. @wilwheaton.net Enjoy the playoffs, Wil.

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This is me this afternoon. I don't mean that figuratively or anything. This is literally the post that I filmed and then wrote for TikTok. Apparently I'm just not worth loving and that includes from my family, people who I thought were friends, potential relationships, or even myself.

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I have found that whenever there is a moral question about the behavior of the American government or the majority of white people who are Americans, there's usually a George Carlin clip which is applicable. America truly is the country of the double standard.

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Gambling can be a fun distraction until it consumes a person. I'm always on the cliff and have to catch myself from time to time. Today was one of those days.

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Tell me your age without telling me your age. Did you watch this growing up? #70s #retrotv

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